Grades, moving in and etc...

Well, I didn't finish Chemistry with an A, but I feel like that I had a really high B. I can't complain due to the fact that I was taking two Sciences classes in the same semester. I finished with 3 A's and 3 B's. I finished the semester proud of myself for not going in to the hospital before finals!! Yea me!!

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Over the weekend, I began to think about last year. We moved into our beautiful home that I could have cared less about then. I love my home now. I remember the day that we moved in last year I had only been out of the hospital about 2 days and rode up with Cathy and Grandma Lee, Andrew's mom and grandmother. I remember eating breakfast and sleeping the whole ride up. I just told them to put my bed up and I would be out of their way. And when they did and I slept the whole day!! I had no idea that I was so depressed as I was. I knew I had another dr's appointment coming up in the next few days, but I didn't think it was serious until everyone started to notice. Andrew told me with tears in his eyes that he wanted me to get some help. I have never felt so alone in my life. I didn't think that I was depressed and that I needed help. I didn't want the help. Even Cathy and Grandma Lee noticed it. They are the ones who brought it to Andrew's attention. I don't think anyone could understand what I was going through. I lost 30 pounds in two weeks in Oct. 2008, and I was going up and down due to all the steroids that I was on. I hate steroids by the way!! We were here for a few days, and I went back to the dr. I told Carah about everyone had started noticing my sleeping habits changed, my mood had changed, and that I wasn't feeling like myself anymore. Then I started crying like my best friend had just died. I didn't know what was wrong with me, but I needed something to help! She gave me a medicine to help, but I took it only one time! A lot of help that will do. It made me nervous. I would see the commericals for it and hear may cause suicidal thoughts in teens and young adults. I was NOT suicidal; I just wanted some help. I stopped taking them because I did NOT want to kill myself. It's hard to think back on all this. It makes my cry just knowing that I had no idea that I was making my family hurt just as bad as I was. It was like life had stopped for me! That's all I can share about that for now!!

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Let's move on to our house!! Here are pictures of it before we moved in!

Front of House


Back Yard


Garage


Kitchen(My favorite room in the house!! I love to cook!)


Pantry


Landing


Over Looking the Landing(Yes, that's the Laundry Room.)


Master Bedroom( I believe we have one of the biggest Master Bedrooms in the Neighborhood.)


Master Bath


Master Closet(A GREAT selling point!!)


Spare Room 1


Spare Closet


Spare Room 2(It has the same size closet as the other spare room.)


Looking Down to the deck(Yes, the deck was included with the price!!)


Looking over our side yard!

If you come to our house now, and from other pictures from other blogs, we have a fence around the yard and the appliances are in! I truly love my house, and I can't wait to do some other things to it like adding hardwood floors and adding a jetted tub to the master. I love my baths in the morning! God has been great to us over the last year, but I was too sick to notice! Thank you God for all you've done for us!!